Why am I so lazy? God I hate it.?

I am the laziest person in the world it feels like. I just dont do anything. Im sixteen years old and I dont have a drivers licence. I am depressed half the time and have severe anxiety. I am suffering from some really gross acne right now, I am goin to the doctor for it but it hasnt helped much. I got it back and I hate going places with acne on my face. I feel fat and ugly, I want to lose weight so bad but I cant seem to do it. I eat when I am bored, and I dont even know how to establish the feeling of being full without pigging out and eating way to much. I have lost a lot of friends this year, and I lost the boy that I loved. I have been going through a lot of crap. I found out he was gay last year and I honestly hated life from that point on. I have moments when I am very optimistic and open to what the future brings then the next minute I will think that nothing good will happen. I am so confusing! I also have horrible sleeping patterns and can never get to sleep at a decent hour, so I end up wasting the day away sleeping. I dont want too but its just that I cant get decent sleep at night. I want to move away from the place I am living! But im only sixteen and obviously I cant. God what should I do? I need to accomplish something. But it feels like I have to much to overcome. But I know I need to. I just dont know what to do from this point onward??:/